Summer of Poetry: Bells

I saw a show about

Mission bells

where a priest said

“Silver makes them sing”

so swiftly there I bring

my sorrow

and begged the bells

a song to borrow.

My voice,

long gone

‘came mended by the metal

and the sweetness

of its singing

ringing

bringing

out the shouts of joy

now piercing through the sky

as I cry “thanks be to God!”

...my hopeful hallelujah

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